Today I find myself hating the rich and wish they were dead and I will tell you why I am so angry. About 5 years ago I started having severe pain throughout my body. The kind of pain that makes you want to hurt someone or kill yourself. It feels as though someone is taking a wretched blade and puting it on a drill and running through your bone marrow. Today I control my pain with Marijuana and Darvocet anyhere from 1300-2600mg at a time. I only use the pain killers at night so I can sleep...

It was 1976 and we were on our way to Guam again for another 2 years. It counted as sea duty so instead of being away from the family my mom and dad opted to go to Guam instead of being seperated. When we first landed on the 32 mile long by 12 mile wide island it was hot and humid. We stayed in a hotel there. We were swimming under the pool and got to wrestling. My father jumped in and held me under the water way too long. I thought he was trying to drown me. I came up screaming and swi...

Woke up this morning to my brother calling me. He needed a ride to our friends house where he had left his truck. I got up and showered and went to meet them. They had been up all night tweaking, so I asked about the night before. My brother spent his whole paycheck after doing speed, getting drunk and gambling ~chuckles~ I gave them a ride out there so he could get his truck. I left from there and headed to work. Work was steady most the day and then we got slammed at dinner time. For...

Spokane had a situation here a few years ago with a foundry called "Kaiser". It was a metal plant. What a mess the papers were and the violence to scabs was inhumane to the point the area had to be policed constantly. I don't know if you remember or read the papers about it but I will tell you the truth about the union which I am sure of you already know. The union started out as a great thing. No more 20 hour work days for 7 days a week. No more forcing us to buy everything from the com...

I finally saved enough up in tip money to get my son his Xbox for christmas. He is such a good boy and gets great grades in school and we are pretty poor until my business gets going in the next couple years. So I got him the superduper box with the DVD playback remote, 5.1 surround sound and 3 games. My son Malachi is a loving and kind child who always gets awards for helpfulness, kindness and donating his time to help others. He goes to church ever Sunday and sometimes on Wednesday with ...

We returned to the mainland where we got a condominium in San Diego on Lake Murray Blvd. The name of the condominiums was Lake Murray Terrace. I hated San Diego because the city sucked and there was nothing to do unless you had money. So to get money we broke into cars and stole whatever we could and sold it to the local drug dealer for PCP, pot, acid, etc. Whatever we could get our hands on. I was eventually put into counseling which was a joke. What a scam counseling is ~chuckles~ what...

Wow I am 23 in rank now ~chuckles~ all of this because I have had to work my butt off day and night. Oh well soon perhaps I will have hours to sit around and catch up ~chuckles~ This is a contest right? ~laughs~ Oh well at anyrate that is why I haven't been around. I am sick, probably from working my ass off too much day and night.

I am on some support sites for my rare diseases that I have. I posted on one site to a friend (should have kept it private) about "Bowling for Columbine" and wow did someone go off on me!!! ~chuckles~ They just started calling Michael Moore a liar with no substantial evidence of why ~surprised~ NRA members hate Michael Moore with a passion. I don't understand he is a paying member of the NRA as am I. They hate him because he asks questions they cannot answer: Why did the NRA always sho...

I am on some support sites for my rare diseases that I have. I posted on one site to a friend (should have kept it private) about "Bowling for Columbine" and wow did someone go off on me!!! ~chuckles~ They just started calling Michael Moore a liar with no substantial evidence of why ~surprised~ NRA members hate Michael Moore with a passion. I don't understand he is a paying member of the NRA as am I. They hate him because he asks questions they cannot answer: Why did the NRA always sho...

I am on some support sites for my rare diseases that I have. I posted on one site to a friend (should have kept it private) about "Bowling for Columbine" and wow did someone go off on me!!! ~chuckles~ They just started calling Michael Moore a liar with no substantial evidence of why ~surprised~ NRA members hate Michael Moore with a passion. I don't understand he is a paying member of the NRA as am I. They hate him because he asks questions they cannot answer: Why did the NRA always sho...

The snow blower is working out great this year. My father in law got it a couple years ago and we have never really needed it until this winter ~chuckles~ It needs to be done once or twice a day lately. I finally feel like someone is getting their money's worth out of it finally. I am glad I decided to buy $400 in new studded snow tires at the begnining of the winter season. I use to have a Subaru and never needed studs but with my new dodge neon and only having front wheel drive I though...

I am hopeful in this next year that my business will grow and all will be well. I would like to see my father capable of walking again or perhaps able to eat food. It is so sad when incompetent doctors and staff rob people you love of their quality of life. I would like to see Marijuana legalized or at least decriminalized. I would always prefer the company of a pot smoker too that of a drunk. I would like to see programs funded that would stop my incurable diseases and extreme pain. ...

I just found out that Jenny's husband died in a fatal car accident this morning. Jenny works with my wife's dad at the Union Gospel Mission. I had repaired computers for her family. She is a devout christian and loved her husband of course. Now she and her children our without their principle income and without the love of their family member. Christians too me are blind. If something good happens it is a blessing from god, if something bad happens it is all part of gods great infinite p...